Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Unusual Happy Day:)

As I mentioned my wish before to do Grouse Grind...well thanks to weather that didn't happen. But my very good friend took charge and said lets go for a 10kms walk at Stanley park. I jumped to the occasion because I love to walk. It was nice sunny that day but had ice on the mountains but I am not giving up on Grouse Grind. So we planned our dinner first as what we need to do after the walk. We agreed on cooking some Indian food. At first we thought we are going to do that on her boat but the day was spontaneous. While were pacing, my friend said that "hey do you want to go for lunch with another friend?". We went at one of the expensive dock clubs. So the friend joined in and then the venue for dinner at my friends changed to the other friends house.
We cooked together. I am thankful to my prep chef and gods grace as the food turned out good. That very night made me feel so free and independent. We all had lots of fun and hope for more dinners like that...Amen:)

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Pep talk:)

I have always wondered that how people help each other even when they don't know each other. My schools last day before holidays. Many students in my class planned and went out. I was so happy that we all came this far and supported each other all this while. As every one left to party or something, i stayed back as usual. I was about to leave when this lady who works as a project manager in school stopped me and started asking as how am I doing?
First of all I thank everyone who has been there for me in each day of school. I made may friends and I am happy about the fact that I have my own set of friends. So back to that sweet lady. As we started talking she said "why do I not see you smiling more often....you are young and beautiful why do I see you sad"...and our conversation went on. I told her my reasons but i wonder that the feelings I have been hiding   from my family these people who have known me for few months they can see right through me. See I don't easily share my personal situation with anyone. There were few important statements she made like "find a solution to the things that are bothering you". After few minuts she said that I will tell you one thing that when you hit the bottom, the only way is to go is top. I really thought about it for a long time and really thought that yes i have come a long way alone. In my own history I am a survivor. My present situation sucks sometimes but I so want an independent life. Anyways Talking to her helped me through the weekend and I feel better. I think i found a new friend. She is so innocent looking reserved kind of a woman who just sensed my feelings. I hope i can do something special for her in the coming days. Pep talk really helps:)

Monday, December 5, 2011




Since the time I have arrived in Canada This where I want to go. The first picture is kind of scary but I think with my well experienced friend I will be able to conquer Grouse Grind. And hope we go soon. Why am I writing this because they(I saw this show on Opera where a woman in Africa made her dreams come true by drawing in her notebook and looking at them every single day...this is inspired by her) say that if you let your word out in any way like you write your goals or draw a picture and visit that writing or piece of drawing everyday, It is believed that it will come true. This is one wish that i want it to come true as soon as possible. Since I have no interest in attending parties or get togethers but i am more interested in shaping my personality with something more meaningful(p.s I like parties with hot guys other than that not interested...just kidding).

Song of the day - Arms




Came across this beautiful song...Its crazy how people have universal feelings. Highs and lows makes all of us feel the same but the way we project our feelings are different. This song just made me feel that a woman can only feel and actually mean what they say ....especially when someone say " you put your arms around me and I am home".
Such a beautiful feeling it is to cherish someones warmth just the way home feels. I wonder if the man feels the same haha...anyways i like this song and thought of sharing it...enjoy.